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x_x.Sparked.Out.x_x m21. music style Techno/Screamo. city abingdon. country united kingdom.
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09.06.2010 "More inane rambling"

"Love me... cause someone has to yeah?"

Its so annoying I spend ages trying to find a guy and I did hes freaking awesome and I thought I liked him but the more time I spend With him the more I feel like he's just a friend not even that really.

"Your all i want but not what i need..."

Is it too much to ask for, being happy?
I dont know, but feeling like your not good enough sucks.

"Self-realization will kill me"

I find out of all me 'friends' I have three people I can actualy say are friends people who are there and I can talk to.
Some are just arseholes that take and take but give nothing in return. I dnt expect to but one favour isnt to much to ask is it?

"Maybe somethings are better forgotten"

Have you ever loved someone like really loved someone? Well after a nasty break up stuff I finally actually get over her. I even manage to see her and hold a somewhat civilised conversation, but my friend (all thought doesn't mean to) doesn't shut the fuck up and constantly hit me with questions about her and asked if i remembered stuff ... well i do every moment each smile every kiss I remember it all.

Drives me crazy ... oh well life goes on I suppose.

"All I have are fading memories..."

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Duugaru Thought I'd leave you a message on here seeing as I haven't been on here in a while.

I love you so much baba.
I can't wait to see you in 13 days.

sexy times ;) ahaha

<3

Duugaru I love you <3